Showing posts with label Canada. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Canada. Show all posts

Monday, March 1, 2010

Canada Wins GOLD!


Hair: Ponytail AGAIN

Weight: 153.8 (first thing in the AM....not a good sign)

Age: 25

Height: 5ft 5"

Points allowed: 22

Body Image: at an all time LOW


Steves birthday was on Saturday night and the good news is I had my allotted 6 glasses of wine. The bad news is I ate WAY to much at Memphis Blues (we ordered the Memphis platter) and I had a glass of honey lager at the last bar we went to. I will pat myself on the back for drinking lots of water while we were out, which I am sure prevented me from having a terrible hangover the next day. I babysat 2 little ones for the Gold Medal game, which of course did not interest a 1 year old or a 3 year old. It was lovely to look after both of them and not have a pounding headache!

I am really struggling with my body image right now. I took some pictures of myself naked last night so I can document the way my body looks now at this weight, and then I'll do the same when I'm hopefully 20 pounds lighter. Its been a long time since I stood in front of a mirror in my birthday suit and actually stared at myself. I was very upset with what I saw. My stomach has so much loose skin from when I reached my heaviest (225 pounds when I was 20) and I have stretch marks on my thighs, breasts, arms and stomach.

I am very worried I will never lose my stomach. It looks like I was pregnant at one point! I am angry at myself for allowing my body to get to this point and disappointed in myself that I did not have the willpower to stay at my goal weight of 138. Not only did I spend half of last night beating myself up about my appearance naked, I finished off the evening with a piece of cake, which of course only made me feel worse.


This morning when I left my very very drunk boyfriend passed out on the couch to head to work, I still felt guilty about everything I ate and drank this weekend. I struggle very much with public outings and staying on program during them. Steve called me at work and told me we will avoid outings for a while, but I feel like this does not fix the problem, it only avoids it. I need to learn how to eat out without eating EVERYTHING at the table.

To end my 3 paragraph pity party, I will summarize the positives:

  • I went grocery shopping last night and bought lots of healthy choices for the week

  • I had a delicious healthy breakfast (1/2 cup cheerios, 1/3 cup bran buds, 1/4 strawberries, 1 cup soy milk) which fills my up until lunch and I love fresh strawberries

  • I got lots of compliments on my hair Saturday night

  • My skinny jeans actually looked skinny! My best friend Emma said they looked stunning!

  • I bought a Wii Fit off a co-worker and plan to use this every other day


I meant to post about my hair on Saturday night also. I used Rockin Ringlets, Confident Coils and a little bit of Pantene Curls Gel. I used about 4-5 quarter sized dollops of Rockin Ringlets and 3 blobs of Confident Coils. My hair was a bit crunchy so I scrunched out the crunch. I got lots of compliments on it at the restaurant, but I thought it looked really frizzy! I only have a little bit of Rockin Ringlets left...and I'm worried I might want to buy more. The picture of me and Steve at Saskatchewan house last week (picture above) was the same combination, and it seemed like it had more volume and less frizz.


Poor Steve is very hungover today and thanking the gods above that he booked today off at work. Work is dead due to the Gold Medal Win of Team Canada at the Olympics last night. I have never been so proud to be Canadian. Driving home last night I had a beautiful view of the mountains and people were on the street high-fiving and hugging. The atmosphere here in Vancouver is just bursting with pride. Way to go Team Canada!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Experiment #1 - Boots with AG Re:coil

I got my Boots Curl Creme in the post yesterday! I also order my favorite tea PG Tips that my friend in England got me hooked on along with some Walkers crisps for Steve. I was VERY excited this morning to try this miracle creme that lots of people on naturally curly SWEAR by.

My hair routine normally takes me 45 minutes from the minute I step in the shower to dry hair. I low-poo with Live Cleans Pink which is a sulphate free shampoo found in most drugstores in Canada for the bargain price of $8, followed with Live Cleans Pink conditioner. I find there shampoo very gentle and removes all product build-up. The conditioner is nothing special, but provides good slip and my hair seems to be quite happy with it at the moment.

I use a wide toothed comb to brush out my hair in the shower, with lots and lots of conditioner in my hair. I rinse thoroughly, finger combing any remaining tangles out. Today, I decided to try the boots curl creme with a little bit raked through and a little bit scrunched in with Re:coil over top for some hold. Boots has a very weird consistency, almost like a paste. I rubbed a little between my hands to emulsify and raked through. Then scrunched in a little as well.

Some people have complained about the smell of this product. I have almost a non-existent sense of smell, so I had to ask the man of the house. Apparently its a little perfumey, but once I put it into my hair and it dried, the smell was pleasant.

After I applied the Boots Curl Creme, I used about 3-4 blobs of Re:coil scrunched into my hair. I cannot stress enough how important it is to have soaking wet hair to apply this product. It is very thick and will distribute evenly when hair is dripping. I then used one of Steve's old t-shirts to scrunch out as much water left in my hair as possible. I then diffused for about 15 minutes.

My hair started to look frizzy when it was 80% dry, so I applied some of my tried and true product Curl Keeper. For those of you who have never used it, its a very runny product that tames frizz like no other. I have gone through 3 1L bottles in the last 2 years. There are a few things I don't like about Curl Keeper though. It provides limited hold, it tends to reduce volume (I work hard for the little bit of volume I get) and its about $50 for 1L. I have been trying to find other cheaper and more readily available alternatives, but so far I've been outta luck.

Now at 9:30 AM my hair is still kind of fuzzy in places the Curl Keeper didn't make it, but I do have some nice ringlets probably due to the Re:coil. I don't think the Boots did anything but I think on the weekend I will try it without any other product. I really want to see what this product can do! After all, I paid $40 in shipping to get it from England to Canada. I'll post a picture when I get home.

On a side note, I am also back on Weight Watchers. I was getting awfully close to the 160 pound mark and it was freaking the hell outta me. My first weigh in was 158.4, second at 155 and my weigh in on Thursday was 155.4. When I got my shipment from England I ordered some of my favorite Fox's biscuits and managed to polish most of those off between Tuesday and Wednesday. Now with those outta the way (haha ha), I have to get through Steve's birthday on Saturday night without eating or drinking to much. I'll be happy to weigh in at 155 again.

For anyone who has been on a diet (which these days is every women I know) the first couple of weeks can be plagued with hunger. I am certainly past the hunger pains, but I still love to boredom eat. I sit at a desk for 8 hours of the day, with lots of time to dream of cookies and cake. My goal between this week and next is to only have 2 glasses of wine with dinner and 2 glasses at the bar afterwards. We are going to a very good BBQ house for dinner and I want to only eat enough to be full and no more. I'll let cyber space know how it goes :)