New BBQ and pondering

Hair: straight

Weight: 153 pounds (so much for staying on program)

Body Image: pretty darn good if I do say so myself

I had a great weekend! Friday night Steve and I did our cheap take out (I got sushi, he got A&W) and vegged out to season 5 of Angel. Saturday started off a little shaky as Steve and I got into a large argument but I believe it turned out for the best. Babysitting Saturday night went well although me and some Mac & Cheese ended up having an affair. Whoopsie. Once the little ones were in bed, I watched P.S. I love you for the second time. In between blotting away my tear stained face and blowing my nose, I wondered why women do this to themselves. Men like that don't exist!

Steve and I spent the better part of Sunday assembling our new BBQ. For anyone who hasn't had the pleasure, pay the $50 fee to have it assembled for you. We were inches away from throwing in the towel and *almost* strangled each other. Four hours later, we grilled up a couple chicken breasts with BBQ sauce and we were pretty happy with each other. Would I do it again? Hell no.

I ate more then I would have liked on the weekend, but when I totaled it all, I was under my flex points. I really do hate using all my flex points because I feel like I've cheated! Alas, my pants felt loose this morning so something must be going right. My weekly weigh in is today and I'm actually excited! I don't think I lost much probably a couple ounces but I want to get motivated for this week.

Since I lost the bulk of my weight 3 years ago (I was 225 and got down to 160 on Jenny Craig) I have been thinking about getting a tummy tuck. My poor body has been through the ringer when it comes to weight fluctuations over the years. Now at 153, hoping to get down to 140, I have been quite stable (staying within 150-160). Would a tummy tuck be an appropriate award for getting down to 140 and staying there for a year? Will a tummy tuck finally make me feel better about my body?